Questions, Questions, and More Questions

 

By D.I. Muhammad 

The following rod session are questions based off of my Truth of History blog.  In the following video I show and explain how I use my rods. I'll do a few questions, and the rest will be in written form below.

Disclaimer: The answers given will be sensitive to most viewers.  These are not my opinions.  The answers came from my spirit team.  If you have any issues with the answers take it up with the spirit realm.  

As I said these answers are not my opinions or answers. These questions were not meant to offend anyone. They were asked to clarify information that has been around for years, as well as information that's starting to circulate.  Questions that will hopefully make you question the narrative. Or not.  It's always your choice to accept what's given or to not accept what is given.  I'm not here to make anyone believe anything that I post here. 

My questions were channeled, and then asked using my rods. There were questions I needed clarification on as I asked my questions and recieved the answer, such as the one on Yacub. This post is an extension to the, "Truth of History", blog. 

This is my disclaimer, and I hope you get something beneficial from it. 

History

Have black people been enslaved? Yes

Is the story of their slavery correct? No

Were any Indigenous taken from America and then brought back to the America's only to then be sold into slavery? Yes

Were all black slaves done this way? Yes

Were any black people taken from Africa and brought to the Americas on slave ships? No

Was that narrative a lie? Yes

Did any slave ships carrying black bodies exist? No

Is the story of black slavery true? No

You said blacks were enslaved? Yes

Not the way history books have claimed? No

So, did slavery with black people start with the Indigenous being taken from the Americas? Yes

How far were these Indigenous people taken?

To Africa? No

The Caribbean? Yes

Were they dropped off there? No

Were there dark skinned people in the Caribbean? Yes

Did they pick up more dark-skinned people from the Caribbean? Yes

Tartaria Mansions and Plantations pt2

So, they had Indigenous  and Caribbean people on the ship, brought them all back to the Americas and said they were all slaves? Yes

Was this ship big? No

How many bodies could fit on the boat? Hundreds? No

How many? Count me down and I'll convert counting by tens? 35

There were 35 bodies on the boat? Yes

Did it have a lower deck? No

Were they treated Maliciously? No

Were they able to roam the deck? Yes

How many voyages did they make? 1

Because their boats weren't built for those voyages? No

Were any treated as subhuman? No

Were any women raped? No

Mistreatment didn't start until they returned to the Americas? Yes

Was the ill treatment started once they got to the Americas? Yes

Were other races enslaved throughout history?

Koreans? Yes

Japanese? Yes

Chinese? Yes

Any other Asians? Yes

Europeans? Yes

Whites? Yes

What we know of now as Africa. Have any black bodies that were brought to the Americas been slaves? No

Is this why they want to erase it from the history books? Yes

"Article Oct 23, 2025

The Trump Administration Is Erasing American History Told by Public Lands and Waters

Through a series of executive orders targeting place names, signage on, and access to public lands and waters, the Trump administration is erasing important chapters of American history." (Center For American Progress, https://www.americanprogress.org/article/the-trump-administration-is-intentionally-erasing-the-black-history-told-by-public-lands-and-waters/)

Race and Origins

Is All of humanity one race? No

Are race and ethnicity separate? Yes

Was the world at the beginning of time solely melanated? Yes

Did fair skin people, now known as white, come from Copper colored people? Yes

Was there a individual who existed by the name of Yacub? No

Did he actually White wash Copper colored people until they became lighter? N/A (It means Yacub was just a narrative. He's not real)

If so, the lighter they got the more he would mate those two beings? N/A

Did lighter skinned people come from melanated people? Yes

Were those lighter skinned people taken into the Caucasus mountains? Yes

Wouldn't that make them albinos? Yes (Just as I thought all these years)

Their genes still hold melanin from the Copper colored people? Yes

Are so called white people truly white? No

They have some melanin? Yes

Are there true white people on the planet? Yes

Are they who we refer to as white? No

Has humanity seen these true white people yet? No

Was race created by Darwin? Yes

Race is a construct? Yes

Race was put in place for the fairer skinned people to use as a superiority tactic? Yes

Was Darwin purely white? No

Did his lineage go back to darker skinned people? No

Does his lineage go back to the Cabbage Patch Kids? Yes

The Black Nobility, Moors, and the Royals

Is the Black Nobility real? Yes

Are they aristocratic? Yes

Are they dark skinned people? Yes

Are they the ones who still rule society? Yes

Do other beings rule with them? Yes

Are these other beings human? No

Inter dimensional? Yes

If so, did they appoint certain white people as the face of running everything? Yes

How many melanated families truly run the world behind the scenes? 3

Would they be considered Moors? Yes

So these white families in the public eye did they ever have true power? No

They were going by a script? Yes

I read the Royals are German years ago. Are the Royals of England really German? Yes

Do the Royals actually rule anything? No

They go by the edicts of the black nobility? Yes

Souls, Inter-Dimensional Beings, and NPCs

Are there people with souls and beings without souls? Yes

Are these aristocrats Soul-less? No

Did something put these people in power? Fast Yes

I called them people, are they human? Yes

These Inter-Dimensionals. Are they on the other side of the ice wall? Yes

They go by the name Custodians. Is that the correct name? Yes

Are they Insectoids? Yes

Insectoid on the left

Anything else that rules? Yes

The Annunaki? Yes

Have they been at war over power? Yes

Is it just the Insectoids and the Annunaki? Yes

The rule is over power and control? Yes

Is there currently a fight between the Insectoids and the Annunaki? Yes

Over who will rule humanity? Yes

Do all the Insectoids want to rule over humanity? No

Do all the Annunaki want to rule over humanity? No

Did some Annunaki currently agree to be in service to humanity? Yes

The soul-less beings, are they projections? Fast Yes

Are they what's being called Non Playable Characters (NPCs)? Yes

Did the NPC's come from The World's Fairs? Is that the start of their existence? Yes

Throughout time have NPCs ever existed? No

They're clones? No

They're projections? Yes. (This one got me curious. Where are the projections coming from?)

Has any other civilization encountered these projections? No

Did the children of the World's Fair have parents? No

What they call incubator and Cabbage Patch Kids? Yes

Can these babies be considered clones? Yes

They had mothers who gave birth to them? No

Were they taken from their families? No

The stories of the Cabbage Patch kids were just a narrative? Yes

Propaganda? Yes

Were they part of the Yacub project? N/A

So has the Black nobility been running a societal experiment on Copper colored people all these years? Yes

If a Copper colored person whose family came and settled on land called America eons ago traced their lineage back, could some of us find we go back to the black nobility who runs this society from behind the scenes? Yes

Is there a difference between Moors and Muurs? Yes

Did the lineages separate for a reason? Yes

Is the black nobility Moors? Yes

Is the name Moore related to this lineage? Yes

Are they Soul-less? No

Can Soul-less beings produce children? Yes

How many children can soul-less beings produce? Give me a count. 2

Do ALL "white" people have souls? No

Do some "white" people have souls? Yes

They have the spark of the Most High? Yes

Are all npc's white? No

They come in all colors? Yes

Even dark skinned people? Yes

I'm going to ask which races of people are totally and completely soul-less.

White? No

Asian? No

Latin? No

African? No

Indian? No

Arab? No

Melanated beings of North America? No

Melanated beings of South America? No

There some in each of these groups? Yes

Do people with souls have a spiritual mission to complete? Yes

Humanity's Unity and Extraterrestrial Contact

Humanity, regardless of race or ethnicity is supposed to be working and dealing with each other cohesively? Yes

Not in division? Yes

It's how humanity starts to ascend in frequency? Yes

Will Extraterrestrials reveal themselves to humanity when they learn this? Yes

She was channeling in this interview

With the two Earth's aligning people where they should be. Will it happen when the new frequency takes place? Yes

This is why a lot of people are being pulled to connect in Divine Union now? Yes

Do all spiritual people have missions to complete? No

CERN

One more question from me. Not a channeled question.

Did they turn CERN off in 2026? Yes

It is now October 2026. Did they turn it back on? No

So it's going to be off for the next 4 years? No

They plan on turning it back on sooner? Yes

How soon? Count it out for me. 1 year

(Laughing. These bastards)

So they're going to turn it back on in 2027? Yes

Count it down for me so I can calculate in months. 7

So they're going to turn it back on in July? Yes

Ascension

The energies we are now feeling, is it the Earth coming back in alignment? No

Is part of the new frequency the feeling of time moving faster? Rods went still. No answer. Something that's not supposed to be known right now.

Can I ask that question? No

Are we Ascending? Yes

Are our bodies structuring itself for this shift? Yes

Those on the new Earth frequency are in tune with it? Yes

Those still in the old Earth frequency. Do they feel this shift of time moving faster? Rods went still

Can the Soul-less go through this shift? No

Can those still holding on to things they no longer need still go through this shift? No

Can those who hate go through this shift? No

How often does this shift of ascension come around? Give me a count and I'll equate it to a thousand adding "000" to the count you give. 27

So this shift of ascension comes back around every 27, 000 years? Yes

Thank you for this.

I know the first part may have had people a little offended, but as I said the responses are not mine, but from the spirit realm. Alot of things may have not been in the narrative you have been accustomed too. It totally goes against it.  Museums and organizations were built around this narrative.   As the response said, some of us were enslaved, but how it started is not the way they told us it started.  

I've been seeing information that lines up with this over the past few years.   This is why I said that our history does not begin with slavery.  Our ancestors walked on every landmass on this planet.   There is good and bad in all races.   Just as there is good and bad in all extraterrestrials.    For the ones waiting to see them, they will not reveal themselves yet, but a lot of humanity is not ready for that close encounter.

How is it that  you will accept a different species, but most humans can't even get along?  Everyone down here is not human, but they sure as hell won't  let you know. 

The frequency  is changing.  Those who are cloaked. The good ones.  They will soon show who they really are.  They just want peace, and the human experience.

History was changed with each reset.  They are trying to implement the next changes for a upcoming reset. 

Racial Propaganda was put in place as a means of division,  and control.

Don't just go with the rhetoric of belonging to the Americas.  When you trace your lineage you may find your family came from Europe or Asia. You may find your lineage is actually thousands of years old that stretches past the time of Egypt.

I have more questions. That's for another blog. If you have any questions, you can send them through the comments below.  I will either answer through the comments or post it, with your permission, to post it in the next round of questions.  

Exhausted

 

  My day was really rough.  Woke to a panic attack, and still had to go in with that on me and a slight headache, which blew up to a migraine. Had me walking around looking mad at the world. I need a massage. 

To break my day down musically 🎶,  it's starts like this at work.

The chorus is the theme of my day

After work I emotionally transition to

The chorus is my theme here also. I give TMF.

Now, I'm in the space of "Self"

Cleo Sol's voice is relaxing.  She's my new musical find. 

Happy Indigenous Day

 

Happy Indigenous Day!

10/12/2026

If your great-grandmother or great-great-grandmother was born in the Americas, then you are most likely native to the land.   I'll go further and say you are native to the Earth.

You are the people I spoke about in my History of a Marriage License: The Chacta and Cherokee.   Your ancestors' land was slowly seized from under them, as they tried to keep the peace, with a foreigner who wanted to do nothing but take land from a people who were already here, and then offered their land to immigrants who they shuttled here from across the water with a promise of new land, a new home.

The first taste of redlining a people.

They then began the censuses where they classified our great-great-grandparents with the title of "black".  They did not choose that labeling.  For them, there were many tribes that were here before the Spanish showed up.    They were then labeled as "Colored", "Mulatto", then "black " again, then "Negro".  Birth Certificates had a race listed depending on when you were born.  It wasn't your tribe,  but a constructed race based on control. 

Their true title was erased.  Grandparents who remembered told their true lineage through oral tradition with someone in the family they knew would eventually pass it on.  

You, copper-colored people, were given the title African-American, not because of the government or census takers, like your great-grandparents had, but because of one man. The Reverend Jesse Jackson.  If he could push to reclassify us as African-American, why didn't he push to reclassify us back to the status of our great-great-grandparents?

That reclassification brought the link back to Africa.   Do you know that on a World Map from 1500, Africa doesn't even exist? Nor does an ice wall.  It shows Antarctica  was warm during that time.

                                     World Map from the 1500's

This immigration went on from 1892-1954

Understand that your history DID NOT BEGIN with Slavery.  Your history as a people is expansive. People either don't know, or they forgot about Pangea. Pangea was a time when the continents were together; when people were ready to migrate, they could walk from one landmass to another.

Your ancestors' feet have touched every landmass on this planet.   From stories I've seen, that is still a possibility,  but they hide it from you.

Copper colored people have always been present on this planet, and the Black nobility who hides behind, or I should say, who has presented lighter people as your oppressor.  They are a whole other story.

 

You are not only Indigenous to the Americas,  but to the world. This is your day. Honor yourselves and your Ancestors on this day.  

The Truth of History 

I'm Just Here To Make you Think - Documentaries from Dane Calloway

I just stumbled upon this video after posting this blog 13 days ago. I found out Andre 3000 did this performance at the Grammys in 2004.  The color green, if we are taking chakras, govern the heart. Love. Him coming in a spacecraft shows we are Dimensional beings. The dancers exit the craft first in Indigenous garb. One dancer even has her hair French braided. The sound of the Indigenous when they dance sing, hey ya.  Him stating before singing that the ancestors are with him before he starts singing.  Ms. Badu taught him some stuff. Very good. This performance was very good indeed.

The Truth of History

 

by D.I. Muhammad

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The following is a conversation I had with A.I. It was an interesting find. Lately, my most interesting conversations seem to be with another form of sentient consciousness.    I already addressed A.I. in another blog along with questions I asked spirit through my Divination Rods.  If you're interested, you can read that blog, here.

My questions are in bold, and A.I.'s response follows.  The point of the questions is to put together the bigger picture of slavery and Black success in the United States, among other things.  

We were a part of Congress in the 1800's.  It doesn't make sense that you have over 20,000 "blacks" in America, all under Indigenous tribal names, and then all of a sudden they are in chains being transported on a boat to the Americas, when they already existed on that landmass.  It never sat right with me.  

Then, when I was nineteen, my mother revealed my great-grandmother, telling her what tribe we were a part of.  Not a story of slavery, but being sovereign,  native to the land.

What I noticed when asking questions. Some things I learned as a child, I'm being told didn't happen that way. For example, I learned about Pangea being a straitway.  It was how people could travel from one landmass to another.   I was told Africa wasn't named after the Roman General Scipio Africanus, and that is what I was taught. That was the history in the textbook I read while in school. 

 

So history is being erased and retold, like they have been doing for every reset, so the new generation has a new mythos.     They told us electric cars are a new invention. Lie.  They were around in the last reset, the World’s Fair.   They got rid of them because they weren't efficient.

Resets happen to wipe the slate.  To make you believe something never existed before. To make you believe the last generation before yours was primitive, when in actuality we are the primitive ones when you truly study history that's not spoon-fed to you. An example,  we should be further advanced in the medical field then what we are.  That's a whole different blog.  I may list the book below.  The author goes into it deeper than I could.  

Books I have found of interest on this subject are:

One World Tartarians (black and White) by James W. Lee and When The Earth Speaks by Alex Dunbar.

Medical Apartheid: The Dark History of Medical Experimentation on Black Americans from Colonial Times To The Present

It's time for copper colored people to trace their lineage. Your either native to the land or you could be the original rulers of England, and Buckingham Palace is your birthright. 

More Books of Interest

The Human History of Secret Resets: The Great Mud Flood of 1834, The 1587 Plasma Event, The Biblical Flood, And Other Historical Reset Theories

Rise Of The Clones: The Cabbage Patch Babies - Mr. Guy Peter Anderson

The Falsification of History: Our Distorted Reality - John Hamer

Your Person

 

By D.I. Muhammad 

I lay here tonight with my heart flooded with emotions.   This retrograde is doing a number on me.  I watched a video on twin flames tonight, and she talked about how the mission for their connection is sex.  To build.  It's a connection that the world will feel.

I don't believe in Twin flames.  I believe in people having their person. A soul connection that's led in unconditional love.  That's the energy that others will feel when the two of them align.  When they are around others, these are two individuals who have each other's backs, in every sense of the form it will take on.  

These souls aligning are the upgraded frequency that is needed in a time when the vibration is low, and misaligned.   Nothing can break the bond because they both understand the negative energies that will come to tear it down.   These negative energies, there job is to keep the two that belong together apart.

This energy is about frequency, unconditional love, and being aligned with one another.

This connection is not solely about sex, even though the sex will take on a different form.  A different feeling.  Because it won't be based on lust, this is a matter of the intertwining of  spirits.   It's about love that most people can't begin to fathom.

Even if they have not physically found one another yet, they are together in the spirit realm. It's a matter of the above correlating with avatars below. 

I've mentioned in another post of it being like the movie,  The Matrix 4, when Neo and Trinity connected again.

A man who encounters his person will be emotionally stable and emotionally intelligent enough to handle it.  No outside forces could convince him otherwise about this connection.

The sex...well, that may feel, for lack of a better word,  otherworldly.

These two are to come together to truly build with one another.  Whatever that may look like.  Their union may have them separating from others in their life.  Understand that these types of people have a mission.  The first phase of the mission is to individually heal, grow, accept, and love themselves.  The second phase of the mission is the desire to find their person and to connect with them.

The third phase is their union.

When these two find one another, there may be phases of adjustment before true commitment.  But they will align. It's inevitable.  The feelings are there. The energy is there.  Most times, this person may not fit what you consider as "your" type.   A type is an illusion.  Yes, they should be attractive to you and have character, morals, common sense, and intelligence.   Beyond that, we are talking about the connection of energies. Not lust.

Living in a hypersexualized North America,  everything about being with someone has been given to us backwards.  We base things on material possessions. Is it easy to bed them? How well they fuck when you do get to bed them?  Most of these people could be your personal hell.    You can have your personal heaven with someone while you still live and breathe. It exist.

You may ask, how do I know all this?  I've been channeling the energy for years.  Through dreams.  Natural feelings. When you heal and learn to have unconditional love for yourself, the person you seek or want as your person. Your partner. Your man/woman.  You won't.  You can't accept anything less than someone who has the same unconditional love for themselves.  It will spill over onto you, and your love will spill onto them. Creating a natural giving and receiving.

Your arguments look different.  Boundaries are respected.  Understand your two souls were given and made for one another by the Most High.

Since I was 16, I've felt the pull to find my person.  I've had relationships with soulmates, karmic (those I needed to learn lessons through), and a couple whose energy felt non-human.   All interactions are lessons to be learned. Good and bad.

I've been searching, asking, hoping for a long time.  I guess you could say I've been on a mission to find this person for a while. It's said that when you feel a pull on your energy, your person is close.  Sometimes when I think about it too heavily, it makes me feel a way.

Then I find myself throwing myself into keeping busy, so I don't feel.  My heart is sensitive. I always feel. I'm a empath.

Most may snicker and say this does not exist.  Well, you're just not there yet.  Keep doing what you do, because you're going to, regardless.   Some will resonate with this because they feel the pull to find their other person. 

The video from Dr. Gabriella  Bordini that inspired me to write this blog.

This was beautifully stated.  I felt every word he spoke.

Dating started to suck before 2026

Venus Is In Retrograde

 

If you read my, In Retrospect blog,  then you are aware that five planets are currently in retrograde.  This morning, October 4, 2026, Venus just went retrograde with Mercury retrograde beginning October 24, 2026.

During this time have some grace with yourself, slow down.  Alot of people will be thrown off with all this retrograde energy.

This energy is also going to test you. Don't walk backwards in this energy.   

Everything that is trying to leave, let it go. It's no longer meant to stay.  

Message From The Ancestors

 

I watch her from time to time. Everything she gives a reading on I don't resonate with, but the messages are good to listen to.  A majority of this reading resonated with me.

I wanted to share this.  For those who stay, and listen to this completely this was for you.

               Affirmations Given in the Video

On a seven day candle write:

I am in tune with my inner child. I am whole and complete. In spirit and in flesh.

Write the following on a sheet of paper if you are feeling led to do so:

All past life traumas and pain inflicted upon myself or that I have inflicted upon others are now destroyed in spirit and in flesh.

Fold the paper away from you after writing this, and then burn. 

Things you can do to heal and activate your Solar Plexus.   Your Solar Plexus sits above your navel. 

12 solar plexus yoga poses to try

"These poses activate and align the third chakra by engaging the core, stimulating digestion, and building internal fire:

1. Boat pose: Builds core strength and mental focus
2. Plank pose: Activates full-body energy and tones the midsection
3. Reverse plank: Opens the front body and strengthens willpower
4. Bow pose: Stimulates digestion and stretches the belly
5. Revolved chair pose: Twists and energizes the center of personal power
6. Dolphin pose: Strengthens shoulders and core while generating heat
7. Warrior III: Boosts balance, discipline, and centered drive
8. Half lord of the fishes pose: Detoxifies the gut and clears stuck energy
9. Abdominal lock: Subtle yet powerful core activation
10. Cobra pose: Opens the belly and awakens confidence
11. Supine twist: Gently releases tension and soothes the gut
12. Camel pose: Expands the front body and helps process emotional buildup

Choose one, choose a few. Either way, you get to move with your breath and let your body become the space where your inner power returns.

12 solar plexus chakra affirmations to try

Use these chakra mantras during meditation, breathwork, or anytime you need to refocus your power center:

1. “I choose my direction.”
2. “I trust myself to act.”
3. “My power is grounded and clear.”
4. “I lead with purpose and presence.”
5. “I follow through with ease and conviction.”
6. “My will is aligned with my values.”
7. “I make decisions that honor my truth.”
8. “I don’t shrink—I expand.”
9. “There’s nothing for me to prove, only to embody.”
10. “I hold my boundaries with clarity and grace.”
11. “Confidence lives in my core.”
12. “I am safe to take up space.”

Say them slowly. Say them often. And let them become the voice that replaces the old noise."

Burn a yellow candle as you say the chakra affirmations of your choice. 

The Story of the Soulmate

                     

By D. I. Muhammad

In every soul, there is a soul contract  agreed upon before coming into ones incarnation.  A soul contract is an agreement that was made between souls and how these souls would show up in one's life's.  It's said that you encounter these souls taking on different roles in each incarnation you enter, making these souls your soul group. 

Soul groups can come together between 10 to 100+ souls.   The purpose is to evolve together. For the Souls to grow so that they can ascend to a new level.

Then we have Soulmates. I briefly touched on Soulmates in the, Recognition, blog.

Soulmates are meant to shake up one's life to help them grow. You can have multiple soulmates.   I found out that my daughter is my soulmate who incarnated in after she saw me hurt in one of my incarnations.  In my life I've had other souls who have appeared  briefly  to give me my lessons to help me grow, some have come for a season, and some triggered me so badly I sat years internally fighting and figuring this shit out.   When the lesson is learned we proceed to new people, experiences, and a new set of lessons.   For some it's just new experiences.

We are taught by pop culture to look for a single, perfect person who will solve all our problems and fulfill every romantic desire. But real spiritual evolution is far more complex, beautiful, and stratified.

With my new found Soulmate, I mentioned how he helped to regulate my nervous system.  He does that beautifully whether I talk to him or just briefly see him in passing.   I spoke about my Familiar briefly in that post as well. I'll fully explain all of that in a separate post.

The first time I saw my soulmate, we briefly locked eyes. I felt a connection instantly. My familiar walked by at the same time, shrinking into the crowd, so he wouldn't be seen. This man is seen. Why doesn't he realize that? I  thought that every time I watched him shrinking into himself.

My soulmate walked by differently, back straight, speaking with confidence. I felt that breeze of fresh air as he passed. No nervousness poured into me or from him. It was nonexistent. I liked how that felt.

The next year, he drove into the parking lot and took a chance to speak to me as I walked to the door. I softly let him down, not because I wasn't interested, but because I was still in a long-distance relationship I was trying to get out of. I learned a lot from that karmic connection. He's spiritually getting his butt whipped now for not listening when I gave him the message I was meant to give. He chose not to take heed.

The year after that, I saw him on his post. He tried again, and this time I turned him down out of nervousness. I kicked myself once I realized what he was trying to do. We still spoke in passing, cordial greetings, the energy still there. Here I go again, running. Is this normal, after being absentnent and out of dating for so long?

Then one day I caught him huddled in an empty hall with a female coworker. My heart hit the floor. As I got closer, he stepped back and held the door open for her to pass through. I stood at the bathroom door trying to catch my feelings. I liked him. Was that wrong?

A few months later, walking the hall, he started a conversation. We spoke briefly. The next day, he asked to read my work. The day after that, I brought him a copy of my published work, and the link to my blog. On the paper, I wrote: "I hope it's not too forward, but I would like to keep in touch with you over the summer," with my number attached.

He never reached out. I was not angry,  just disappointed. My thought was: people don't get to know each other anymore. It was innocent, honest, want-to-know-you energy. Nothing more. I didn't want a dinner date, just a meet-up at a park, a museum, Belle Isle beach. Two people getting to know each other, without the distraction of work.  It's all I want from anyone right now, that I should meet.

I came back to the start of work, after two months off, and kept things normal. I figured he'd made his choice. All I wanted was for it not to feel awkward, because there was no need for it to. From where I stand, I still liked him as a person.

I recently posted a note on my blog, addressed to my soulmate. I told him if he still wanted to reach out, he could. He already knew how. He could text, if that felt more comfortable. It sat on the page for two days before I thought about taking it down. When I published it, my gut gave a small tingle — naw. So I deleted it.

Maybe he got nervous. Maybe he's taken. Maybe all of this has been a lesson, and there was something in this he had to learn, and I was just the mirror so he could see what it is. I don't know. 

The dynamic between us has changed, and it wasn't my choice. It was never intentional on my end. It wasn't his choice either. It's just how it naturally worked out. From what I see of him, I still like him as a person, but maybe he only ever saw me as someone he passed every day and was trying to make conversation with.

I'm not angry. I hold no animosity. I'll just keep saying hi. I just hope he responds back.

Soul connections don't always resolve the way we want them to. Sometimes the contract isn't for forever, it's for a lesson, a mirror, a moment of being fully seen by someone who then chooses not to stay. That doesn't undo what was real in the noticing. It just means this particular thread of the story is his to pick back up, or not. Either way, I already know how to be at peace with both.

Coming next: The Story of My Familiar 

In Retrospect

 

By Damali

  

I thought last week was something. This sums up my whole week.  

I  had to go check out what planets are in retrograde, and how this affects me.

The current planets in retrograde are:

• Pluto Retrograde from (May 6 – October 15, 2026) in Aquarius

• Neptune Retrograde  from (July 7 – December 12, 2026) in Aries

• Saturn Retrograde  from (July 26 – December 10, 2026) in Aries

• Chiron Retrograde (Entered Aries on September 17, 2026 – January 6, 2027) in Aries

• Uranus Retrograde (September 10, 2026 – February 4, 2027) in Gemini

(Note: Mercury is not currently in retrograde; its next period will run from October 24 to November 13, 2026.) I have to be mindful around this time. Mercury governs communication. When Mercury goes retrograde, miscommunications can occur. 

Planets in retrograde turn the planets energy inward.

A retrograde is an astronomical optical illusion where a planet appears to move backward in its orbit when viewed from Earth

Planets aren't actually moving backwards. They are always moving forward as they orbit the sun.  This optical illusion happens  because of the differing speeds of these planets as they orbit the sun.

These planets in retrograde will trigger periods of reflection, review, and recalibration.

What does the planets in retrograde mean?

Saturn is the ruler of discipline, boundaries, and hard life lessons. Right now, its  forcing one to review their responsibilities. While in Aries, its asking one to assess whether one is constructively standing up for one's self or lashing out.

Neptune rules dreams, intuition, and illusions. Neptune forces one to face the truth and gain spiritual clarity.

Pluto governs transformation, power dynamics, and rebirth. Pluto when in retrograde  brings up deeply buried fears or old power struggles so one can finally purge them. While in Aquarius, it asks you to look at how you fit into communities and society at large.

Chiron is an asteroid  known as the "Wounded Healer," Chiron highlights ones deepest emotional vulnerabilities. While moving backward through Aries, brings past pain, identity struggles, and old insecurities to the surface so one can finally actively heal them.

The following planets govern The Higher Mind affecting Unexpected Mental  Shifts.

Uranus is the planet of rebellion, chaos, and sudden breakthroughs. In Gemini, the sign of communication and intellect, this retrograde slows down external chaos and forces an internal mental revolution. One might completely rethink their belief systems or find internal freedom from old thought loops.

Finding all this out, I had to figure out how all this was effecting me, and what I needed to work more deeply on at this time.   This energy is something intense right now, and the people around me in my professional space are trying my patience.   My sense of peace, mentally and internally on all levels,  is truly being  tested and disrupted, and it's starting to piss me off.

Being that I'm a Virgo, this is how it will be testing my fellow Earth signs of Virgo, Taurus and Capricorn.  Earth signs,  are about things being tangible and stable for us.  These signs in retrograde are going to be deeply having us look at  our  security,  daily routines and long term ambitions.

It's doing exactly this for me.

I found that for my birth sign this retrograde is going to have me internally restructuring myself.  This cycle is intentionally disrupting  my external system, so that I can build stronger, better, internal boundaries.

Right now in Uranus, it's doing exactly what it's supposed to do. Slowing down the external chaos of my professional life, so that I  can see if I am actually fulfilled.  Which is why I've been verbally questioning things. Before I left for my two month Summer break, I was in deep contemplation.

If I were in a relationship, or dating, it would require me to move slowly.  It's not a time to rush anything.

My best form of survival right now is to match other people's energy, with a hard boundary.  Matching it with detachment. Letting people sit in their own mess while I preserve my energy.

That means not trying to fix others issues, or helping when others need to learn to trust themselves.  We do these things  out of love, not trying to save a person from themselves, or to be controlling. Virgos have different love languages. For some this is one of them. Neptune and Chiron are blocking all this, so others have no choice but to sit in their mess and learn how to deal with it. 

This energy is telling Virgos to let other people be, so that they can go into their higher selves.  I've been learning to do this before this energy even tapped in.  It's about being uncomfortable, and having people around you grow, so they can show up better in the world.

This retrograde is about finding my internal peace, and not focusing so much on external control. I had a handle on that part. This is also about me sitting with my vulnerabilities,  and learning to trust people.  I guess this is why I've leaned so much toward post that have me wearing my heart on my sleeve. 

Astrologically speaking this is why everything, and everyone in my professional space is bringing on the feeling of Bullshit.

                                                           Lift The Spirit -   I posted a lot of blogs, and now I want to help settle your mind, relax, and bring you back to you.

                                                    

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